# job applications are the worst # now give me an art job instead # ugh # but noooooooo # nobody wants to commission me :( # makes me feel kinda bad # ya know
idk why i think every stranger that comes near me is gonna talk to me, but i get so paranoid about talking.
i blame all the crazy people downtown that just randomly ask me things. and that i tend to regret what i usually say to people.
just go away.
youd think my natural bitch face would scare them away. but nooooooooo.
the wifi refuses to work at my apartment. even our neighbors wifi is sucking.
it also doesnt help that my phones 3g connection sucks really bad.
I JUST WANNA WORK ON MY WEBSITE!
now i have to work on actual art…ugh
Can it be halloween already? I need fun time.
# i was invited to be with friends tonight # but im doing homework with my bf instead # because i promised him id come over early this weekend # i kinda regret it # i hope he doesnt ask me whats wrong # i only see my bf on weekends # but friends only wanna hang on weekends # i hate everythig # ugh # lotsa tags # personal
i wish my boyfriend let me take pictures of him.
he’d be drawn as a zombie right now, but nope. no references to use. i don’t wanna ask him for a picture because it was gonna be a surprise =( he loves zombehs.
if he let me take his picture, i’d finally get that fucking iron man piece done. fuck it, he’s not being iron man. i needed to finish this drawing like 8million years ago. sdifjksdjglkdasjglakjgla
UGH. so much stuff i wanna dooooo, but the lack of motivition/creativity is really killing it.
i’m jealous of those artists who can just shit out amazing picture after amazing picture.
UGH. i think having to draw school work all summer has killed it for me. except i get to design this sugar skull thing for my final :3
thing’s i wanna do:
so i finally get myself to apply for a job….
the questionnaire part froze, so i exited out.
SAID I FINISHED IT, BUT I NEVER DID SO I COULDN’T EDIT IT.
then i accidentally hit apply.
SO THERE GOES MY CHANCE FOR WORKING AT MACY’S.
bad week is bad.
Y U NO CONTACT US?!
seriously though why are you having us contact you, and only setting up times with one person. don’t you want us all there for paperwork? Y U GIVE US NO INFORMATION. TOMORROW IS MOVE IN DAY.
i guess i gotta be a big girl and call him…ughhh i hate calling people i don’t know.
you woke me up from being loud, and now you make me hesitant to watch a movie or play WoW in fear that the electricity will go out.
i also wanted to make my boyfriend go see Brave with me this weekend, but you’re suppose to be like this all weekend. now i’m stuck inside.
i hate you,
- things are always misplaced.
- my bed is always messed up and i have to rearrange it for my bad back.
- things go missing.
- things get unplugged that have no reason to be unplugged.
- things like pillows and blankets get put on the floor [usually in a dusty corner]…..there’s bugs and dust on the floor. grossss. that’s like putting feet on pillows…EVEN MORE GROSS. ughhhh.
- people getting their gross bodies all over my bed stuff. at least wash my sheets and pillows… just because we’re related doesn’t mean i don’t think you’re gross.
- my remote is always misplaced.
- new things are added…like today…shoes.
- my bed smells weird and not like my stuff.
- if you’re one of my smoking family members…that’s even more gross because now my shit smells like cigarettes even if you didn’t smoke in here.
- private notebooks we’re read when i was younger, so i get paranoid that people go through my shit.
- having a dog that has an eye out for my stuffed animal makes me paranoid when people don’t close my door properly.
- people who live with me should KNOW how much i hate people in my room without my permission.
- “but i’m your mom” “but it’s your brother” “[blah] was snoring loud” ”i needed to nap somewhere quiet” are not excuses.
- ASK. then i won’t be so paranoid.
now here are some gifs…..